Compromise

OK, so lover boy didn't like the epithet of lover boy. As a compromise I will from now on refer to him as latino boy (which, interestingly enough, he is...well, maybe not the boy bit :). The update is that he called me on New Year's Eve to wish me Happy New Year. Nice. Now, when we are both back in Switzerland, he has started to sms me. He is still not back in Zürich though, which gives me a bit of breathing space to think about what I want.

What do I want? I'm afraid the answer is wimpy. I wanna see him again. I probably should be shot, but who can control her/his feelings?